Blue Ashes

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June 12, 2011

ashes to ashes

and i can't help but wonder (feel, hope?) that if i never sleep again, i'll never have to awake to this--to its (my?) reality, its (non-?)existence, its always-alreadyness (neverhood?).

xx / lover / loved / the perpetual fool / dreaming wide awake of the only beauty i know / life lingering in the depth of death / yearning desperately to be lived.

Labels: narcissism, neuroses

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